Origin: Hebrew, French
Meaning: Who is like God?
Im just a happy =) go lucky girl...
it doesn't matter anymore… I believe things happen for a reason. Tears eventually fade and one day everything will be exactly how it was suppose to be. Moving on is a process & you have to promise yourself that you really ready to let go... I read somewhere "everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"
Speaking of better things falling together... back in Nov 2007 I went to a party with a friend. After the party had ended I was waiting for my friend so we could go home. As I was waiting a nice guy started to make conversation with me, a while past as I was still waiting for my friend and he noticed I was cold, and put his arm around me to try to keep me warm. I thought how nice of him. By the time we had to leave, and as I was leaving he built up the guts to ask for my #. I figured why not, I probably will not ever hear from this person again. Then one day in Feb 2008 he called me and asked me if I wanted to hang out with him. I guess it was kinda like a date. All I remember is that all the times we went out togthers he always told me that "I had no time for a girlfriend" as for me I said "ok, thats fine I'm not looking for a boyfriend" so friends it is. Couple months rolled by, I noticed for someone who has no time for a girlfriend he sure does want to hang out with me alot?
Then one night when we were walking on the beach he asked me to be his one and only. Then that was when the real "Game of Life" started... unlike other couples we were on the fast track, I'm talking about the next moth I was PREGNANT! Then four-teen months after we had our first son I got Pregnant AGAIN! Imagine 2 kids within 2 1/2 years into our relationship? It's hard. Dont get me wrong I absolutly LOVE where are realationship is, but I'm also going to be honest, everything is not always fine and dandy. We have our days just like every other couple out there. But when we overcome it, that is what makes us STRONGER.
This is My Family. My Life. My Loves. My Future. My Everything. I look forward to my future and what lies ahead of me. I show no fear but acceptance. Living a life that matters doesn't happen by accident, it's not a matter of circumstance, but of choice. I choose to live a life that matters.
